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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Sunday, July 10, 2011
可又可无 原来我只是一个可有可无的人。 我一直以为经过过去的教训我已经学会了。 可是这次我却陷得那么深。 也许是因为我们是童年的玩伴，或是你有一种无形的吸引力，让我爱你到那么深。 我们认识了十五年，可是真正的认识只是五个月。 在这五个月里我从对你有好感，到喜欢上你，然后不知不觉就爱上了你。 甚至比爱上我的前女友还要爱你。 当你告诉我那件事情时，我虽然有一点失望，可是我还能接受。 因为至少在我的眼里你还是那个单纯可爱的女孩。 经过昨天的事情之后，我非常失望。 因为那个我认识的可爱女孩不见了。 我很伤心，很难过。 这是我第一次哭得那么惨。 眼泪无法控制的乱流。 心里的痛是前所未有的。 或许是因为失去了那让我坚持到底的理由，才会这么伤心。 可是我更难过生气的是有人想把你当作一个代替品，一个玩玩的代替品。 而你却送上门去。 你明明知道我那么的喜欢你，但是你却在我的面前做出这样的事情。 我的心完全的碎了。 原来我付出的那么多都只是我一厢情愿的。 那时我告诉我自己我对你已经死心了。 过后你说你以前不是这样的，要我相信你。 我相信你，然后你问我的想法。 可是我的想法有那么重要吗？ 我跟你说了后你却没有回应。 我还在等，我很难过，可是在twitter上，你可以很普通的tweet, 因为你已经不再受影响了。 这时我终于了解了。 在你的心中，我只是一个可有可无的人。 Wednesday, May 18, 2011
To love and be loved As simple as that, this is what I always wanted. Now it seems impossible. Though everything is just assumptions, but I can strongly feel it. I don't stand a chance. This is very different from any other cases I met. I hate myself for dropping in too deep, AGAIN. Lessons and lessons, I can't seem to learn. I did my best, I thought I could stand strong. I thought I will not hope. I thought this won't affect me so much. But it did. The moment when you opened the door to your heart, I chased, I ran, I jumped. But it shuts right in my face. I failed, I am weak, I hoped, and it affected me so much that I am feeling so miserable. This feeling is getting stronger and stronger until I could never be strong again. I am still trying. I want you to be the one. I want to win that person that is in your heart. This is the first time i ever prayed to get together with someone. Because you are the one that attracted me so much ever since we first met. The crush grew in to likeness and eventually love. The past 1.5 weeks was awesome. We texted more than normal. We went to holiday together. We went for a full day date together in the car i rented just to ferry you around. We went clubbing together. We shared our deepest secret. It was such a short yet happy week i ever had. The sudden change makes me unable to accept it. We are back to normal, when I used to not hope and able to stay strong. but now I cant stop hoping and unable to stay strong. What can I do? My prayer doesnt work? I just need someone that I can love and loved me too. And I want her to be you,txy. Tuesday, June 22, 2010
No point hiding I have been typing some post and i closed it halfway. Cuz I don feel like posting them alreaady. I realise that there is no point in hiding ur emotions. I think some emotions are supposed to be let out. And make urself feel better. Just like watching show, I can laugh I can cry and I really enjoy it. I dont want to hide all these emotions anymore. But then some stuffs are not supposed to be revealed too. Like things that might hurt people. Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Why you have to make it complicated? Its really heartbreaking to see all these shits that happen. And I really dont know how to type all these shit out. Just really... i dont know. I just hope to meet a real person. Monday, June 14, 2010
Its just a happy day :D Went to have my haircut with JM before heading to prac. DAM HENG THAT I PASS LA! The Plank thingy i have to balance through without dropping + more than 6sec. 1st two time not bad but 3rd and 4th I keep dropping cuz I too slow. Heng they give chance :D Watch Karate Kid with like.... Danny Victoria Hazirah Shah Sean Azfar Nicole Rizuan Fathin Xinhui Afiq. Dam nice man. Especially the fighting scenes. I reccomend u all to go watch haha. Have dinner at BBQ Chicken in Cine. Mujia and Justin joined later. After that slack around, walk walk in 313 then go home. Heng my phone died only at buangkok:D Anyway, I just received a msg. From someone special. Its not what you are thinking. Its a different special. Kinda happy to receive that sms and I know I still have a long way to go. Thanks and hope you will be happy :D Saturday, June 12, 2010
If you have a dream, you REALLY need to WORK for it.  After watching this Xing Guang Chuan Qi Sai, its like a Taiwan "America Idol". But this time rounds it all the ex contestant that came back to challenge again. There are people from 2nd placing all the way till 19th placing. From this I really learn alot. Like how you should work hard in order to have your dream come true. There is one of them. His pitch wasnt perfect, got out of tune. But his song really touched me and I teared. Even the host and the judges. Its the singing from the heart that makes people feels. And one day I really hope to be like them=D Anw, just to update. Went to IT fair with Xinhui and Danny. Tried Xinwang TAIWAN cafe. Dam cool and DEFINITELY better than the hongkong one. Maybe its just me la haha. After that Danny went home, I talked to Xinhui for awhile, listening to her thoughts all that. I realise i enjoying listen to people stories. So just tell me more ok? my life is just boring. Went home after that and DONE. Things REALLY comes when you least expect them Today really super sian. Though its TGIF but things really spoil it. Lonely Lunch. Overtime work. No dinner. HOWEVER, a message from a good friend. Really saved TGIF and make it a GOOD one. She accompanied me for dinner and we talked quite abit. Its really quite funny to hear things from her. Kinda weird? But its really very good. Thanks for being such a good friend=D Its a good day :D Friday, June 11, 2010
Yet Another Day of Internship LOL look what I found on my colleague's table. Cool shit right? HAHA  Well, I dam lazy to blog all the previous stuff. Therefore I just continued with the previous items as shown in the previous blog post. I hope to continue writing? Because I really want to read back my blog few years down the road=D Well. Work again today. However there is something new. Accepting of ADHOC rates. Nth much, just to check, key in and confirm. Talked to the TNT agent on the phone for awhile too. My work was fast today because I sit outside, in front of my boss, Instead of the usual "corner-room" seat. Thus no slacking=x Lunch with Pearlyn Fongyee and Zhihua as usual. I unleash all my crap to them during lunch. HAHA I think I bring joy to them? LOL. But sian tmr they not meeting me for lunch. Lonelyboy91 tmr=( Oh ya. this look like teh cino right?  But Its soyabean mix Chinchou haha. Ok End. I know its boring haha Ikea, Seletar & all round with car 05 June 10, Saturday Suppose to be a big outing but end up with a small group. But still, we are happy=D The sleepyhead group that stayed in my house the previous night, Justin Gerald and Mujia + Xinhui Azfar and Nicole. With Car and bike we can go anywhere haha. 1st makan in Ikea 2nd bowling and pool in Seletar Country Club 3rd colourful pictures thanks to XH 4th Dinner @ Tehtarik and Jalan Kayu 5th Homesweethome=D Seriously its fun though we din do much=D Colourful pictures from xinhui's cam and some colourful plastic thingy. We tried all types of effects=D                The End=D Though pictures not in sequence haha. |
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