Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile SimonTanWeiHao, 290991 Aviation Management And Services P802 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits ALEX ANNA ANTHONY BINGYANG CECIL CHANG CHEEBOON CHERYL CRYSTAL DANNY DIANA ELWYN HAOHAN HUAHAN HUEYMIN JESSLYN JIAXIN JOLYN JUNYANG LAIHO LILING LIONEL LITING MARK PAIGE PEIIJUAN SHIRELYN SHIRLIA SIMONKOH VICTORIA ZHENHAO Archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 August 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 May 2011 July 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, September 30, 2006 PHOTO DURING KAYAKING PHOTO DURING KAYAKING... NCC(SEA)'s CAR!! BUT NOW ISH ACR lolx Part A cadet lol? y got middle finger.. vulgar sia some of the part c.. hey anthony.. looking at gals ar? haha jk THE C.A.R again haha best photo of the day...... hahaZz.. the COUPLE! quite weird ar their face haha YEAH>> BACK ONLINE!!! FINALLY CAN ONLINE LE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.. wah.. finally comp okie liao.. hahaZz.. well juz past my birthday n i am 15 liao hahaZz... i wanted tu write on wat happen few days ago.. but i cannot rmb liao ahaZz.. lolx.. but still can rmb wat happen ytd... 29/9/06... my birthday hahaZz.. wel.. quite unlucky sia.. birthday on exam day.. hahaZz.. but nvm la.. after school can go out.. lolx.. my laopo chuan tong wif jy lionel they all tu gif mi a surprise.. but there are so many loopholes.. n i manage tu found out b4 they even gave mi the surprise hahaZz.. i should have act tat i don noe sia hahaZ.. but nvm.. they put cake in ncc.. then wanted tu lure mi into room n spray the party spray on mi hahaZz.. we cut cake there.. n eat.. after tat i went off.. home to change.. n go out wif m laopo.. well.. she pei mi go make IC.. lol so many ppl.. still need tu wait 1hr+ sia.. take passport size de photo for $5.25 lol.. after tat saw my pro sch fren.. wah so noisy.. its a gal la.. she keep on asking mi abt my laopo.. but cant b bother la.. scare my laopo angry hahaZz.. anyway.. we finish everything n go tu army market.. beach rd.. to have lunch we walk walk walk n choose wan ton mee in the end hahaZz.. the aunty so good.. i ask can ffry the wan ton for mi anot then she fry.. sooooo good.. veri nice also.. after we finish wewent upstair tu buy clothes.. hahaZz.. i bought water shoe.. for kayaking 1 la.. no black de so i bought blue 1.. OMG size n colour same as lionel... sianz.. hahaZz.. nvm la.. then i bought 3 t shirt n 1 pants.. maopei bought 3 clothes hahaZz.. after tat we went home le.. actually wanna go chomp chomp de.. but her frens cannot confirm ma.. then we go city plaza buy laksa home hahaZz.. when i reach home my pri sch fren ask mi tu go tu RM to chat hahaZz.. lol we chat till 10 ba i tink hahaZz.. quite a nice day actually haha n thx those who wish mi happy birthday! haha Sunday, September 24, 2006 bored bored BORED!!! wah.. today veri sianz.. whole day at home.. today i woke up at 1130 lols.. mayb i too tired liao le la.. hahaZz.. i watch tv awhile.. sms... after tat go room slack.. i fell asleep again!!! lolx.. wake up at 4+ hahaZz.. slept alot sia.. hahaZz.. i then do abit of the homework.. then ate.. n watch cd lo hahaZz.. got come online awhile.. then offline.. watch till 9+.. hahaZz.. then come online to blog.. today nth much sia hahaZz.. exam coming ARRRRRRRR but then still need study hahaZz.. i will start tml le hahaZz.. 1 fail 200 pumping.. beware hahaZz.. for all ncc members Saturday, September 23, 2006 dun sad le part bs!! PART Bs YOU HAVE TRIED UR BEST!! hahaZz.. well.. today ish the orienteering competition for part Bs... i have high expectation on them as this time the route had been shortened from 10km to 4km hahaZz.. well we meet in sch at 7am.. sir bought us famous de carrot cake!! u noe frm where? near his hse lo haha lol..$2 alot sia hahaZz.. as usual, ms lei late hahaZz.. mr seow din come today hahaZz.. sae got meeting.. (mayb ish lazy ba haha) we got on our "small" bus.. lolx.. its damn big for 10 people la.. hahaZz.. finally we reach pasir labar camp after 50min... we walk in n waited so long.. around 1-2hrs finally thier turn.. we timed for them.. omg.. they come back at 51 min wif 2 checkpoints wrong.. vincent look so disappointed.. they got 9th in their routes n 78th overall.. cheer up man.. although not as good as my batch but u can do it next time hahaZz.. cheer up.. when we goin home, the gate close.. sae all cadets muz attend the prize ceremony.. ms lei sae so many things also cannot lo.. then sir vicknesh go find RSM.. finally we r out hahaZz.. mr seow come fetch ms lei.. WAH THEY GOIN MALAYSIA TOGETHER SIA.. hahaZz.. ps us then we got tu walk out.. out of the blue got 1 small bus pass by n ask whether we wanted a ride.. we was so happy n tot its free.. iin the end we paid $1 each lol.. i pay 65cents onli hahaZz.. we reach jurong point then the part bs left.. mi sir lionel n liwei go watch movie.. miami vice.. NC 16 lol.. mi n lionel look mature so can pass hahaZz.. starting so bored.. i slept.. n snored hahaZz.. liwei woke mi up.. then i watch a while.. suddenly the bang sound of the gun woke mi up.. i almost jump up hahaZz.. after tat we mrt home.. sir n liwei go ps.. then mi n lionel go sengkang.. haha we chatted.. mens talk hahaZz.. lionel...... hahaZz.. we took bus.. he took 83 home n i took 86 tu go find my laopo.. hahaZz.. she n her frens at plaza studyy then i go find her lo hahaZZ.. today was rather tired sia hahaZz.. Friday, September 22, 2006 NCC.. quite fun la haha Kayaking at lower seletar.... another friday finally came hahaZz.. a day of ncc! well today we went to lower seletar to kayak, my 1st time there lolx.. well.. we suppose to leave at 1.45pm.. because mr n mrs seow meeting, we have tu leave at 2pm... lolx.. well.. sincce there ish time, we play some games, i don tink its fun for the sec 1s hahaZz.. except for some ba hahaZz.. run rounds n rounds like the latecomers hahaZz.. i prefer str running so i pull one of the sec 1s tu run str wif mi hahaZz.. in the end i got veri veri wet dotdot.. finally the couple came.. n ready to take off for our destination.. well.. in bus so boring.. so i go ka jiao zhe lin n yi de.. since they always ka jiao mi also hahaZz.. lolx.. jing kang like jocelyn? OMG?? then zhe lin like suranti? hahahahahahahaZz... jk.. don take it in heart.. we went tu fetch the malays.. then went str tu lower seletar.. when reach there then saw the gong gong de CLT johnathan hahaZz.. his noob hair so damn nerd lo hahaZz.. but heck care him ba.. well i took a banana kayak.. 1st tu take off... so fun.. lionel tyng woei also.. jy took a normal kayak..(i guess so?) well.. chee boon n anthony cannot kayak cuz lack of life jacket.. i kayak for don noe how long then realise tat.. my type of coat not easy tu capsize de.. but tyng woei actually capsize! hahahahahaZ.z.. don noe how he did it.. well we kayak here n there.. then raft-up.. in the end the waves pushing us tu the dykes there lol.. then got tu go back.. oh ya.. i got an coconut.. lol.. in the end mi lionel jy go break it haha.. mi n jy so good.. see mr n mrs seow haven kayak then let them kayak n we took the speed boat hahaZz.. then get back the shore.. 2 of our junior capsize n sir came tu rescue hahazz... we requested tu let anthony n chee boon tu kayak awhile.. at least got kayak abit ma hahaZz.. after we got tu shore, we went for wash up.. those sec 1s boys are so selfish lo.. bring the kayak come then enjoy the water.. then let the gals carry away after washing then they continue tu enjoy the water.. lol.. i use the water tu blast them hahaZz.. but they like the blasting sia.. so weird lolx..after washing the go wash up.. i go there squeeze water out onli hahaZz.. i wore sir shirt.. so small sia.. in the end still wear back my small shirt hahaZz.. when having debrief.. we kana pump n also some lame things.. cuz bus haven come ma hahaZz.. after abt 1 hr i guess.. the bus came.. we got on n headed back tu sch... in bus also sianz... but now zhe lin n yi de are both on my left n right hahazz.. i started crapping.. theb ka jiao hu ever i saw lol.. zhelin the worst.. we "rape" him hahaZz.. not as bad as arnold la.. haha.. kao.. he go beat rachel.. the most tiny gal in ncc.. hahaZz.. then mi n tyng woei thake the chance tu whack him hahaZz.. lol.. back tu sch.. mr seow sae my shoulder became broader.. well.. din notice tat much.. he teaches mi some building up method hahaZz.. after tat i went home le lo.. haha quite fun laa today hahha so much laughter today haha Thursday, September 21, 2006 everything change so fast.. wats goin on? alot of things happen.. sad things.. no mood le.. y things become like tat? well... this things wont happen if it is last yr ba.. frens sometimes will fight or quarrel. but this time its overboard le.. everyone of us change le ba.. i guess.. the fun days may not come back le.. well.. i cant stop this.. even if i can stop, i wont stop.. so wat if i stop? still not happy ma.. LLJP, wat ish past cannot b change.. can see tat u are sad.. but juz forget her ba.. well.. some teacher also din show respect to students lo.. how they expect us tu do the same? cane for wat? CIP for wad? then the teachers? continue tu b rude tu students? no fair.. threaten us? i tot ish a form of bully? tell us tu change sch ar.. if all go u all also no jobs wat.. hair so impt meh... then ask all teacher cut botak la.. u all working adult we also wad.. juz tat we also got study.. later complain then kana blacklisted.. haiz.. heck care le.. don like the system sch has.. so sux.. everything are juz changing too fast n beyond our control Wednesday, September 20, 2006 IMT.. quite nice hahaZz.. well.. today like no mood study.. but heng 1230 go IMT hahaZz.. today bio test.. kao.. alot on respiration.. don noe how do.. sianz lo.. but nvm la.. amath the new chap like quite easy.. learn awhile noe le hahaZz.. ss/hist we play an online game.. quite lame la.. but quite fun too hahaZz.. lolx..finally can go imt liao.. haha.. actually 1pm then can leave.. but mi chee boon n arnold 1230pm go liao hahaZz. we took 1.30pm de bus.. around 40 min tu the army camp.. (forgot the name lolx) JP sad sia.. today 20th.. his impt day of the mth hahaZz.. mi lionel jun yang trick him go IMT by saying 4pm will reach sch hahaZz.. in the end 5pm reach.. hahaZz.. he veri sad.. today the imt i pass.. happy le.. hahaZz.. got 2 marksman eric n lionel.. nvm when live range then try again but hahazz.. nth much today too.. hope tml can b better lolx Hee................lolx Tuesday, September 19, 2006 another sch day... but a new monthsary!! happy monthsary!! :) hahaZz... 1 year n 4mths le!! yeah.. HAPPY MONTHSARY!! hee..well.. nth much today.. during bio goin thru wkshts.. tu get ready for for tml test.. hahaZz.. after tat ish english.. did 7 compre qns.. a maths juz goin thru new chaps.. finally come tu recess yeah.. hahaZz.. go tok tu lionel.. then go back clz e.. kao.. i tot chinese tcher din come then din bring TB.. suddenly she appear lolx.. so sleepy.. so din reali listen much.. e maths... graph again.. don like it sia.. but ish in exam.. so must learn.. during physics juz copy notes.. but also got listen la hahaZz.. wats nexT? sch end!! hahaZz.. atcually goin tu pei lionel go cut hair de.. but so early.. then we play in sch.. soccer n bball.. lolz.. around 6plus go cut hair.. kao.. the uncle nt there.. then don wanna cut.. then went back tu sengkang again.. mi n lionel chat at the busstop near my house.. hahaZz.. after go home le lo.. today quite normal la.. hahaZz.. Monday, September 18, 2006 MY CLASS T!!!! WAHHHHH>... today ST don noe how do lo.. sure fail 1.. cant concentrate cuz something ish bothering mi... hahazz.. nvm la.. then during bio class.. sit besie wilfred.. wat the.. he laughing was so sharp tat i cannot stand it sia.. feel like smacking him.. but nvm..during recess, my good fren was veri sad.. upon seeing such things.. pity him.. but don noe wat to do.. mayb i should nt had help him cuz i harm him in the end.. haizz.. kao! chem got 9/20 again.. sadden sia.. no mood to listen tu chem.. don noe y sia.. then come to history.. lolx.. laiho.. cuz he copy textbook veri fast.. then mi desmond don let him copy.. then snatch away TB n tear his paper in the end haha.. he was the onli 1 tat haven hand in the work haha lolx.. finally chinese!!! haha cuz teacher no come then sleep for 1hrs haha.. extra lesson.. bio.. ms fazleen bought urine test for us hahaZz.. matthew wee liang prof KKK n jing wen test.. KKK got high protein in urine.. OMG!! hahaZz.. then i went home to change for bball n saw this guy wearing my class t.. i should have ask him.. nvm tml go sch find out.. hahaZz.. 19/9 coming.. hee... a diao diao day lolx 1st post lolx? anyway.. juz blog for fun ba.. hahaZz.. a guy diary.. hahaZz.. but now so late liao lazy to blog sia.. tml ba hahaZz.. Damn tired!
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