Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, November 07, 2008
HAPPY OR SAD? LAST FLIGHT OF SYFC 090908-071108 PIZZA HUT Well.. i am out of SYFC now. I had tried my best but my COORDINATION seems to be just sucks. I happen to be able to hold S&L but cant turn and climb well. I know my weaakness and i got to work it out. This weakness does not apply only to my flying training but also my daily life. Which is my "MATURITY". I am not mature enough. I seems to have the THINKING OF "AH! Got a pilot beside me, can depend on him la" This might be why i cant learn well. I must change this. And also, my CONCENTRATION and MULTI-TASKING are very weak. I can even forget my most basic checks during my flight today. Like the instructor told me, its not you dunno the checks, its that you seems to blank out under pressure. Well i agree with that. Moreover, i noe the ways to fly, but the transmit of message from my head to my limbs seems to be slow. i tend to think too long b4 an action. This is cuz of CONFIDENCE. I have to overrcome all this in order to move on in life. Enough of SYFC, lets tok abt wat happen today. Went for classes today, nth special happened actually. PSPS ended so early! 1130 ended. Suppose to be 2 hrs lesson become half hour haha. So went to PIZZA HUT with Justin JM Fongyee Pearlyn Victoria Diana Mujia Jesslyn and Jonathan. The Sausage Mania Baked Pasta not nice one la haha. So we chit chat chit chat and left. Many ppl go serparate ways ya so ended up me fongyee and jesslyn meet danny in library. Well slack there awhile and i left for SYFC. Thats all=) Well, actually i feel so sucky now la. Seems like i cant do good in anything. Relationships, SYFC, Studies and ETCs. Feeling so down. I think i am really a loser la. Haiz.. But! i had to have confidence in myself like my hao jie mei fongyee said=) I cant be so bad in everything rite? now i just have to work harder. somemore i have wonderful frens like WATB, HFA(LOL) and TWK. Now i have more time to do many things. I believe i can do better job in the future=) |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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