Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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SimonTanWeiHao, 290991Aviation Management And Services P802 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Monday, August 31, 2009
Axe this ass feeling Have been at home rotting since dunno when. Yes One Piece has been entertaining me these days. The storyline makes me think. And I actually hope that I was one of them. Not that I am some weirdo that is crazy over anime. But its the feeling that you might find but its hard to find. Is it that I faced this four walls too long or what. The ass feeling is here again. I think I know why. At the same time I dont know. This is how miserable this feeling could get. Somehow there is no cure to this. Yes it will disappear. But it still comes back. Is this an illness? Like mental problem or what? I dont know. Can you just go away? you just come and disturb me so long. Its like since don noe how long ago ever since u came and disturb me. You stupid irritating feeling.. ARRRRRRR And i realise i wasnt really myself. Dont know why i think this way. Jus got the feel. I think i have lost myself since don noe when. And i swear this isnt a feeling of love. Its just some kind of pressure that i am having. And i don even know how to escape from it. JUST GET LOST! Saturday, August 29, 2009
Exam are sucks, but studying period worth remembering Finally Exams are over. Overall were fine except Airport Admin. Cargo was scary and i din expect the paper to be fine=) Its the only paper i got all MCQ correct! HAHA Happy. During the studying period was fun. Mugging with classmates. Free motor-ride from Rizuan=) thanks alot man! Know a song composed from my fren syafiq. Get to talk alot and become even more cheerful though exams are stressful. Well, there were some unhappy occasion. But I don feel like mentioning them la. Now seriously got nth to do. Watch anime. Read SHE book which i bought 1 mth ago n i haven read a single word. Maybe i shall start Project X. All for you man haha. And ya. I think I move on alr. Just like bicycle, In order to keep balance, You have to keep moving on. Just like your life, in order to keep balance, you have to keep moving on. And now, i think i would like to stop at another point, But i wasnt allowed. will that point come? Even if it came, will i remember how to stop? Forgeting how to stop is seriously scary and miserable. Will you catch up to stop me? Or someone else will? Maybe there isnt anyone in front to stop me anymore. And i have to keep on moving on till the day i feel tired and die. Friday, August 21, 2009
Its like doing parachute jump and realise you took your backpack 20 August 2009, Thursday Tmr will be the first paper. If everything came out as what we expected, then YES AH! But its just the start of this harsh road. Seriously sian half man. Lets just hope for miracle to happen. Syafiq's song is nice. Hope he can go smoothly and get his dream girl(: The chat with Danny during the stayover is cool. Talking about the past seriously bring back memories haha. Somehow feel like going back to one of those significant days, To have a vacation, though its impossible. Hope it will appear in my dreams? (: Its gone even before i intend to let go. I shall start working hard for your sake. Who? I dont know haha. Just got to work hard till you appear. That fat guy example isnt very comforting LOL Omg My heart is beating Of cuz la, if not i will be dead LOL Monday, August 17, 2009
I will work hard for your sake 16 August 2009, Sunday Went to Danny's place to study. Suppose to study. Yes we did. We finished Airfield. Then Me and Victoria had movie marathon using Danny's MIO TV. While Danny travel through the LALA Land HAHA. Watched Paul Blart the Mall Cop, Marley and Me & Half of Charles Angels Full Throttle. Din understand alot cuz no subtitles LOL. Thanks Danny for the Pork Chop + Oyster sause Veggie Seafood Soup. Went home after watching the National Day Rally LOL. I think i shall start taking note on how i spend my money. Perhaps writing down on a book? Its easier to keep track and save money. Hope i wont 3 minute heat LOL. Listening on MP3. Bus Ride. Thinkings. Memories(: Wednesday, August 12, 2009
You're So Beautiful I just realise I can change the date above LOL. So no need to type in here haha. Got the list of "what-to-study" today. Quite motivated to study(: Hope this time I can get higher GPA. Got the call from Elwyn today that I was shortlisted for JetQuay Interview. And its tomorrow. Hope everything will go smoothly and I can have a Part-time job this holiday. I only manage to get one photo from Vicknesh's birthday LOL Tmr will be 12 August again. One year ago I lost my precious wallet and Handphone. Tmr i will take extra precaution(: I hope the unlucky-ness dont bring forward to this year too. You're so beautiful. Who? Its a song name? LOL Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Happy 44th Birthday Singapore WOOT! LOL nothing to high about la 9 August 2009 Sunday Went to order the durian oreo cake for our SIR VICKNESH with Junyang Lionel Anthony and Jonathan Phua. LOL we keep on say want buy bengawan solo cake can alr haha. We went to Goodwoods Park or something to buy high class limited durian oreo cake LOL. On the way there there was this auntie. She laughed at anthony la. Then anthony turn back she scaare LOL. But i think she got abit mental prob Ya thats her, the flowery one. cannot show her face la LOL After finding cake then we go shop shop. Go into this shop in far east with funny mirrors haha OMG we are so short haha LOL yes.. i am short but now we are LONG...... long legs la.. you think till where LOL And we realise the further away you are, the shorter you are haha Eat Mos burger. Watch fireworks. Then go underage party with Gerald, Aizat, Rizuan, Sean, KC and diana. Danny and his friends go other club cuz too many people alr. Wasnt good experience la. Went in and dance abit. Then go to the comfortable couch and rest with sean. Then go take free drink. Slack awhile. Go buy drink. And stuck outside the club cuz CROWD CONTROL. Suck la. 20 ppl come out only 3 people go in. Wasted 1 hour outside la. Went in and jus dance till 4 lo. Of cuz is dance by myself LOL. cuz its weird to dance with ppl u don noe. Details shall be spared HAHA. Wan to know more? Ask me HAHAHAHA 10 August 2009 Monday Happy 24th Birthday Sir Vicknesh! LOL Like old ah. Went to his house to give him surprise with junyang lionel anthony and JP. Surprise failed cuz of some cock up. HAHA can see he quite happy haha. He say he go survey all around before coming home LOL But he din expect is us HAHA. Shall put some photos when i got it(: The feeling came back and it sucks. Lionel understands me LOL. I bet some of you knew it too LOL. Monday, August 10, 2009
Blogger is back to normal. So I shall start all this overdue stuff (: For the past 1-2 weeks, we have been chionging our projects. This is something that was born in the midst of projects. HAHA too stress alr. ![]() 1 August 2009 Saturday When you see this, you should know where am I doing my projects HAHA. 2 days of work(APADM Project) which ended up heading the wrong direction. LOL MJ is seriously sleeping. Dont know whats wrong with the "twist" 1 min later she change to "Gong Xi Fa Cai" LOL The forever "5 min more" guy Again, another project(ALFOP) but was in the right direction haha These are what appeared in the presentation LOL ![]() OHOHOH.. SHE BOOK IS HERE FINALLY HAHA. Din have the chance to read it yet. I shall start it soon haha. Simon is reading ok? LOL 3 August 2009 Monday I tot finally can sleep well after the projects. Slept at 2. Woke up at 5 by my mum and the "heaven" smoke. It really stinks la. I tot my mum screwed up the microwave. It was the "bullying" area LOL. If you receive my msg you should know what i meant Fire Engine Sunday, August 09, 2009
Screw Blogger.. Cant upload pictures here cuz the icon disappoeared! Nvm.. next time then update. LOL. I like you. You are so nice. You almost make me forget about the previous one. I cant wait to get you. DOUBLE FILET O FISH! HAHA P.S. Previous one = McSpicy Sunday, August 02, 2009
APEC STAR Conference 30 July 2009, Thursday Woke up at 5am in the morning. And I literally climb out of my bed. Met H, P, KC at Safra Busstop. A and G joined halfway. The other two Ds reach there alr. The rest of us change pass and blah blah blah. The pass.. I think super cool la The talk start.. well its really very interesting man! ![]() ![]() Took pictures too ![]() ![]() Hazirah Paige Gerald and his not happpy look LOL Danny, koping his tea LOL Diana And also Aizat and his super reflective top LOL LOL Hazirah look so.. s... HAHA ![]() This is the view that only can be seen in KL, get the joke? haha ![]() ![]() Mentos and its failed packaging LOL Mr Sumarni and his flower pose HAHA Danny cant help it and start singing in the conference! LOL no la.. he asked question. And A QUESTION YOU KNOW?! haha.. its cool shit to ask at such conference. But question provided by Mr Sumarni la LOL Thats what happen when i have to wake up so early in the morning. ![]() Thats All HAHA Overdue Events, Again 20 July 2009, Monday Its Robyn's birthday! HAHA "Blew" candles with his fingers And.. this is what he get for his birthday HAHA ![]() Went to Pool with V, JM, G and MJ at DTE We all owned JM! HAHA And he is the most pro one LOL. Even retard wins so well.. haha ![]() Reference Victoria Retarded Chung. (2009). Sheneedtoshit. [Online]. Available: http://www.ineedtopoop.blogspot.com/ See some truth. Starts to wonder. Since when it changes? Or it has been like this all the way? It has been in my heart for so long I really like you I love you I really hope you are mine I pray to god that you will be mine I need you, 100million dollars=P |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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