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SimonTanWeiHao, 290991Aviation Management And Services P802 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thanks Everyone for the wishes and the special ones for the celebrations=) 29 Sep 2009, the day I was 18. I would never forget this day=) Went to Astons to eat. Everything was fine except for the long waiting time. and the bloody black face of the waiter or who ever the ass is la. But afterall its fun. why? cuz its the people that are fun=) When I was 17, I received these. Now they are still with me haha.  This year with these, more gan dong ah. Especially the board=)   Thanks Justin, Danny, Gerald, Jm, Julian, Fongyee, Mujia, Victoria, Pearlyn and Diana=)  30 Sep, Went to eat charcoal bbq at Punggol End there. Not bad but very full haha. The lobster we bought=)  Thanks my family too=)  Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Its not all fake Stayed at home the whole day today. Because school's badminton court are all booked. Watch my show for the whole day. I am seriously sad by the storyline. Cant believe I am actually so into the story. At least I found something that I lost long ago. 泪了 Monday, September 28, 2009
The feeling might be fake, but the damage will be fake too Went for work at Holiday Inn Atrium. Super dont feel like working one. Reach outram then walk wrong way. In the end reach there eat dinner then go back LOL. Because the manager ask who dont know how to serve. Then all those from our company one dont know. So we all leave haha. Heng because of this, no work or penalty haha. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Headed to Justin's one day chalet. Wait till 10 plus then we go into the chalet. Seriously its very fun. All the HTHT, BBQ, Say Your Bad Thing. Played card game like Asshole Dai Di and the "same-card-call-name" game haha. We get to know each other better tat night=) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- After that left chalet for Ehub then eat chicken rice. Slack at Ehub and played stupid games till 3plus with J, V and MJ. Home Sweet Home After that. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- I realise something. Virtual feelings might be fake. But it can take over real feelings that can be painful. However with no damage at all. Since its all fake. But then, How long can this last? Saturday, September 26, 2009
Falling In Love The show is just too nice. And I am falling in love. With her. I mean the girl in the show la. HAHA. You know what i meant by "falling in love" la. The top 2 songs are sung by her=) Went to work today again. Suppose to report at 6pm. Ended up reaching there at 1330. But also good, more money haha. Help to do some excel thingy. And I get to help in checking CCTV haha. Boss there dont know how to use. Even the one thaat install it also dont know. In the end I go try then ok HAHA. Its fun. Receiving calls are getting more fun. Dont know why I like to talk to people on phone. In short, its a long yet fun day=) I WAN TO KBOX Friday, September 25, 2009
Feeling Sick and Useless These few days I have been watching this show, 终极三国. Its very lame and funny but yet touching and nice=) I would recommend all lame people to watch it=)  Don't know how you all think, But to me she is cute la haha.  ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Went to basketball training today. Stamina drop to the max. Just 10 mins for warm-up I like dying already. It feels like 1 big rock stuck in between the lungs. Felt so bad. Cuz we were playing match due to little people coming for training. Then everyone have to stop like every 10 min because of my lousy stamina. Feel so useless la. Hope that I will train myself up. I believe the me in sec 4 can play better than the me now. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just realise this fact. If you want to achieve something, sitting there and want something or someone to prompt you, you can never achieve anything. Even if the timing isn't correct, at least do something that can help till the timing is correct. You got to do something more than just waiting. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ever since training just now, I have been feeling dizzy and headache. Hate this feeling. Hope it will go off=) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What is it? You are scared of it But you still want to get it And now I am more afraid of it, or rather everything Thursday, September 24, 2009
Sort Sort Stamp Stamp now Shock Ytd 22 sep went to Elwyn house for cheap BBQ. Along with Justin Danny Victoria Gerald Jinming Mujia. Suppose to be cheap cheap but end up being 10 bucks haha. We had hotdogs, prawns, sotong, wings, stingrays, cocktail, crabstick. As usual, HTHT with some cool stuff to be heard haha. Fun day=) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Today went to work instead of ECP with classmates. 42 dollars today=) Stamp envelops, sort papers, handle payments. Today was busy and fun=) I begin to like the job and the people there are nice too haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Seriously watching too much shows makes people thinks. And it really dig out what you already buried. Some phrases are really inspiring and true. And I got a shock for a moment. LOL its dumb. Wednesday, September 23, 2009
This time its just more than reading Went to Botanic Garden for Picnic.  Justin's face is telling you that Yakult are sour LOL  Victoria is calling her mum to say Yakult is sour LOL  The food! haha more of curry and bread.  Climbing the $5 tree  LOL are you THINKING what i am THINKING? haha  LOL ok dont think too much  Scandal! LOL look at their singing faces  "shit! they found us!" LOL  "ok we admit hehe!"  LOL ok its jus for laugh.. no offence. Nice but blur  This best ah haha Jinming, Me, Victoria, Mujia, Danny Justin, Julian  19/18 Sep 2009 Stayover at elwyn's hse (overdue) Justin's 3D slap mark on lap. Victoria and I got too haha  Gerald's reaction! haha i will laugh at u forever till you drop LOL   Photos 6am in the morning   Trying to swim? LOL  陪‘我’去看‘流星星’落在这地球上！LOL  Mujia's butt got wet LOL  I am splashing water thats why the pose is funny haha    Failed to pose  Success!  Guess who? haha  6am!  Wanting to take picture with 6am sharp, but end up to be 6.01am LOOL  End! These few days are really fun=) Sunday, September 20, 2009
Barrier Ytd was really a fun day. Went to IKEA to have lunch with friends. Then headed to work after that. Quite fun and fast too. Cuz there is alot of calls and payment to make. To me its quite alot la haha. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Went to Elwyn's house to stayover along with Justin Victoria Mujia Gerald and Jinming. Eat mee, HTHT, walking around sengkang, play game, slap legs LOL. Gerald's face the most CLASSIC. WOOOOOO~~~~ LOL Most of us got blood clots on our legs due to Elwyn's slap haha. Especially Justin and Victoria. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Police came to check on us. LOL cuz 4am we were still sitting outside compass point. Went back to elwyn house at around 530. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- All of us left and went to take pictures at the swimming pool 6am in the morning LOL. Shall update when i got the photos. When we want to take our last picture then security guard chase us away. Boo..LOL Went to eat OCK breakfast then JM and V went home. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MJ and I wait with J for C. Continued HTHT at Mac till 1030 then went home. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Slept till 4 then go to work till 10. Today slack n no one haha. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I seriously love this day since holiday starts. Though we din do much, but its still great. Dunno why, its weird haha. Friday, September 18, 2009
What Makes The Day=)  Went to EHUB to watch The Ugly Truth. Its dam hilarious and true. Some parts la. But I think the real world will be like what they say though. Horny people you will love the show=) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Watch with Danny Victoria Pearlyn and Diana. After movie we went to Mr Chicken Rice to eat. Justin Sean Mujia Fathin came to find us and we played Daytona. FUN=) Pearlyn Diana Fathin Danny left and the rest of us went to find Syafiq. He brought cookies made from his mum. NICE=) Thanks haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Played stupid games with Forfeits haha. Dam fun. Went home after that. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Played DOTA and Wintermaul. Finally Own Wintermaul, with Elwyn Justin and Victoria. Now its 4.45am in the morning haha. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I seriously enjoyed myself today. Today going to be a fun day if nth goes wrong=) Though I got work haha. Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Smiles Attraction Last minute plan works sometime. Just like today, its just plan awesome. From a 4 people outing to a 8 people outing. Maybe its fated that we can go out together just like last year=) L4D, CS, G-Force, Astons, everything was fun. There were Justin, Danny, Gerald, Victoria, Jinming, Julian and Elwyn. All the "long-time-no-see" talks are really hilarious and cock. After Astons we went home. around 11plus. Dota-ed till now which is like 4.03am? Its fun haha. Time to sleep and thanks laiho to cover me for the job, so I can have so much fun today=) Monday, September 14, 2009
Now everything is normal, but something is still missing. First day of work today. Went to Tamp North CC with LH. LH trained me but I think I dont really get all of them. And Wed I will be doing everything on my own. So hope everything will be fine and I dont cock up. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Went to HH house to "play" DOTA. End up I use laptop, go out eat, play Asshole Daidi. Then bike home. As in Bicycle la haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ DOTA-ed with classmates. LOL seriously I too noob la. Keep dying. I think I died like 15 times or what haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Tired-ness make people straight-forward. But of course I did not do anything dumb=) Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time flies and one year had gone Today went to Farrer Park there to work for the first time. Its like an Indian Banquet or something. Quite small there. Alot people go there to have birthday party and wedding. Today there were two events. Me with Alex while ET, Huahan, Edmundlim and boon together. I slack ah. Can stand there I stand. Can pour drink at bar I pour LOL Work from 5 to 2330. $5/hour Not bad.. $32.50 in my pocket haha. There is good. Free food after event, can eat till happy haha. Its a buffet so dam slack la haha. Edmund lim dam funny la, always go di siao ppl haha. Went home after that=) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think my brain always store the wrong things haha. Exam stuff always dont stay for more than 3 days. But this thing is like stuck in my brain. What happen one year ago I can still remember. From the start of the day to the end of the day. From numb till breakdown. Now, normal and happy.=) This thing I can never forget and its part of life so ya. I am happy now=D Saturday, September 12, 2009
Cant believe I actually smiled. =) Went to Justin's house yesterday. With Julian, Sean, Rizuan and Gerald. Fun time with them. Dota, CS, Noobgame LOL. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Got back my result yesterday too. Yes I improved. But kinda disappointed. Cuz I hoped for higher grades. Nvm, Shall continue to work hard. And now then I realise how powerful projects are. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tmr will be one year. Yes, at least now everything is fine=) Time really flies. By the time you noticed it, everything changes. Soon, NS. Then maybe uni? Or work. More and more responsibilities coming. And I got to prepare myself for all these. I know I cant handle them now. So I shall start to learn step by step.=)) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tmr got work with TWK at Farrer Park. Heard that its slack. I dont mind anw haha. As long as got money. Sunday going to LH's workplace for training. Dont know what dramatic things might happen. Just hope that I can get the job =) Thankss LH in advance HAHA Thursday, September 10, 2009
Dooms day or Joyous day? Results will be out tmr. I am putting in hgh hopes on this exam. However I think my projects and assignments screwed up. So should I continue to pinned high hopes? Well just accept whatever the result is. Cuz its already done. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is this a good sign? Starting to feel nothing. Is this what I want? Is this really the best? Its going to be gone soon. And I knew I had long forgotten how its like. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just follow how you feel? But its not the best route, how? And my mind isnt following. The feel is faint but I knew I would want to go this way. But I went the other way. Am I correct? Somehow I felt that either way isnt leading to anywhere. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Watch anime the whole day. Seriously the whole day, HAHA. Was exercising the past three days. Today will be a rest. Sent my resume to apply for LH's job at a CC. Hope to get it=) No Gamer for me tmr. Cuz its M18 sian. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now look back. You will realise. How much you missed out. While the others didnt. When you lost everything, you tried to find what you missed out. Even if you found some of them. Its not the same at all. And seriously I would want. Even if its one only. Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Finally, I can look through whats wrong Went to gym this morning with huahan. Met Edmund lim, Zhengda and Wilson there. They are all pro gym people haha. Hope I can be like them too? haha. Hope la. Long time never see Zhengda already. After go gym we went to eat Mac. Double Macspicy is a killer. 1st you enjoy the food. Next you suffer in the toilet haha. But its worth it man haha. We have our TCS (Tok-Cock-Session) and its really cock LOL. Went home directly after that and play DOTA. LOL still not good enough. Ya, i am too bored so i go around asking people to play LOL. Nothing much already la. Watch anime all the way. Hope the job from LH got slot. Cuz near school then after school reopen can work too=) I start to realise somethings these days. By watching different shows and all. Whatever thing that doesnt goes your way, Its not anyone's fault but yours. Before you want to say other people, think if you tried your best and are you good enough. Now i realise that and I am trying to do my best. Even if I failed, at least I tried right? haha. Kinda miss those days last year. Right at this time. I was really happy haha. Going out almost everyday with friends. But now everyone are busy already. And its going to be one year soon haha. Worth remembering but i guess its over so it will just be somewhere within me. Seriously I want to go KBOX/Partyworld/10dollarKTV/TeohengKTV or whatever haha. Long time never ggo already haha. And hopefully, Thursday can watch GAMER! =DDDDDDDD P.S. Blogger got problem man, cannot adjust the font size and others. eeee Sunday, September 06, 2009
I need Helm of Dom to steal life. I have been wasting my life off like nobody business. Somehow i think i got cursed by the hungry ghost festival or what. Everything dont seems to move on smoothly this period. Maybe i ain't trying hard enough. Watching anime, playing dota. Seriously this is crap life man. Though i hope this type of days will come soon during exam. We as human really are fickle minded and just want anything at anytime. Remember, no one owes you anything ok? Wake up your idea. Ok i get it.. Who are the right ones? I once thought there is one and tried to grab. By the time i realise its dying from my grip, and i tried to release a little, its too late. How about the others? Ha, its just like cutting queues. After the whole event finishes, its empty. Perhaps there is no effort? or there is no use? or is i dumb? Ha. all three i think. Am i ill or wad? Why am i like this? always think that there is a wall in front but there isnt. Always tot that the next step will drop into a hole. Trying not to get scolded so just stand there. But if i just stand there i will just die. I got to just bang the wall or jump into the hole. Determind?HA. Go die man. what have you done so far? Open ur mouth and tok. Then lie on the bed saying lazy, tmr. seriously your bed should be thrown away. So what if u tried today? tmr? the day after? haha one week later u see again. Are you really happy? Yes i know you have a light. But are you sure is LIGHT? Ha. even if its light, so what? No point man you useless piece of shit. SERIOUSLY IF U DONT DO SOMETHING, YOU CAN JUST GO DIE. Ya la.. shut up. though i really agree with you. The end. Ok.. its jus something random LOL Spilt personality. Is it? hmmmm LOL Oh ya.. I help my sister to caatch hamster under her bed LOL. Difficult sia.. but still caught. though not by me haha.. Sorry I really cant do it. Cuz its really like this. Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Everything is just so ERRRRRRR Yes its the same type of feeling. But this is more irritating. 1st time i dont feel like playing basketball when i am. 1st time i dont feel like watching anime. 1st time i dont feel like talking to anyone. 1st time i realise i just dont know wad to do. Freaking irritating man this feeling. NUMB is the word to describe. Just bang wall die la.. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Happy Birthday Maopei =)   Ya she is someone important in my life. If she never appears, I might be still sitting at one corner living in my own world. She pull me out so ya thanks=) Hope you have a good birthday this year=) And i like the bicycle i am riding LOL |
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