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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
No point hiding I have been typing some post and i closed it halfway. Cuz I don feel like posting them alreaady. I realise that there is no point in hiding ur emotions. I think some emotions are supposed to be let out. And make urself feel better. Just like watching show, I can laugh I can cry and I really enjoy it. I dont want to hide all these emotions anymore. But then some stuffs are not supposed to be revealed too. Like things that might hurt people. Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Why you have to make it complicated? Its really heartbreaking to see all these shits that happen. And I really dont know how to type all these shit out. Just really... i dont know. I just hope to meet a real person. Monday, June 14, 2010
Its just a happy day :D Went to have my haircut with JM before heading to prac. DAM HENG THAT I PASS LA! The Plank thingy i have to balance through without dropping + more than 6sec. 1st two time not bad but 3rd and 4th I keep dropping cuz I too slow. Heng they give chance :D Watch Karate Kid with like.... Danny Victoria Hazirah Shah Sean Azfar Nicole Rizuan Fathin Xinhui Afiq. Dam nice man. Especially the fighting scenes. I reccomend u all to go watch haha. Have dinner at BBQ Chicken in Cine. Mujia and Justin joined later. After that slack around, walk walk in 313 then go home. Heng my phone died only at buangkok:D Anyway, I just received a msg. From someone special. Its not what you are thinking. Its a different special. Kinda happy to receive that sms and I know I still have a long way to go. Thanks and hope you will be happy :D Saturday, June 12, 2010
If you have a dream, you REALLY need to WORK for it.  After watching this Xing Guang Chuan Qi Sai, its like a Taiwan "America Idol". But this time rounds it all the ex contestant that came back to challenge again. There are people from 2nd placing all the way till 19th placing. From this I really learn alot. Like how you should work hard in order to have your dream come true. There is one of them. His pitch wasnt perfect, got out of tune. But his song really touched me and I teared. Even the host and the judges. Its the singing from the heart that makes people feels. And one day I really hope to be like them=D Anw, just to update. Went to IT fair with Xinhui and Danny. Tried Xinwang TAIWAN cafe. Dam cool and DEFINITELY better than the hongkong one. Maybe its just me la haha. After that Danny went home, I talked to Xinhui for awhile, listening to her thoughts all that. I realise i enjoying listen to people stories. So just tell me more ok? my life is just boring. Went home after that and DONE. Things REALLY comes when you least expect them Today really super sian. Though its TGIF but things really spoil it. Lonely Lunch. Overtime work. No dinner. HOWEVER, a message from a good friend. Really saved TGIF and make it a GOOD one. She accompanied me for dinner and we talked quite abit. Its really quite funny to hear things from her. Kinda weird? But its really very good. Thanks for being such a good friend=D Its a good day :D Friday, June 11, 2010
Yet Another Day of Internship LOL look what I found on my colleague's table. Cool shit right? HAHA  Well, I dam lazy to blog all the previous stuff. Therefore I just continued with the previous items as shown in the previous blog post. I hope to continue writing? Because I really want to read back my blog few years down the road=D Well. Work again today. However there is something new. Accepting of ADHOC rates. Nth much, just to check, key in and confirm. Talked to the TNT agent on the phone for awhile too. My work was fast today because I sit outside, in front of my boss, Instead of the usual "corner-room" seat. Thus no slacking=x Lunch with Pearlyn Fongyee and Zhihua as usual. I unleash all my crap to them during lunch. HAHA I think I bring joy to them? LOL. But sian tmr they not meeting me for lunch. Lonelyboy91 tmr=( Oh ya. this look like teh cino right?  But Its soyabean mix Chinchou haha. Ok End. I know its boring haha Ikea, Seletar & all round with car 05 June 10, Saturday Suppose to be a big outing but end up with a small group. But still, we are happy=D The sleepyhead group that stayed in my house the previous night, Justin Gerald and Mujia + Xinhui Azfar and Nicole. With Car and bike we can go anywhere haha. 1st makan in Ikea 2nd bowling and pool in Seletar Country Club 3rd colourful pictures thanks to XH 4th Dinner @ Tehtarik and Jalan Kayu 5th Homesweethome=D Seriously its fun though we din do much=D Colourful pictures from xinhui's cam and some colourful plastic thingy. We tried all types of effects=D                The End=D Though pictures not in sequence haha. Thursday, June 10, 2010
The Wilderness Must be Explored! 28 May 2010, Sunday Met up with the usual=D Danny Mujia Victoria Pearlyn and Diana. Went to Buddy Hoagies to eat. So much to catch up and really miss all of them alot. But wait, I think I see them quite often? haha. Took Neoprints too. So ancient! HAHA. Apart from the Novir neoprint, the last time I took it was like 3 years ago? haha Ate some icecream thingy at Gelare and head off to Pearlyn house for UP! The Wilderness must be explored! I have to admit, russell is cute haha. Ok picture time!   Oh my. So funny haha. expecially the eyes.  HAHA as usual. DANNY LOL   Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Feelings are just weird Well, since no one know the blog yet, I shall just blog whatever I like. I think feelings are just weird. Or maybe just me? Its just so weird. When I like a person, my behaviour change. I will just feel weird and will become not as close? Or is it the same all along? I know what I should do but my feelings always control me. For example, when I am unhappy, its all written on my face. I know its on my face but I just cant hide it. I know its good to be frank,but sometimes u just have to hide. What I want is that I will learn to control my feelings. I am doing well as compared to like 5 years ago? But I need more. One more thing, I dont get it why it is so complicated to like someone or let someone like you. Its like I like you, you like me can already right? But the things that I hear really differ from how I think. Perhaps I really need to grow up a little more and faster. But no matter what or who, if you are the one, I will give in my everything for you=D Tuesday, June 08, 2010
New Name New Skin Finally the skin that I want. Simple and Plain. Nice picture eh? Cuz my face looks thinner like this lol. Well I always break the promise to myself. When can I keep the promise? I hope this time I can do it. Also, I need some lubricant to make my brain spin faster. Like what this person told me, when you are doing this, you have to throw away all "what ifs" or you can just stand there see n be envious. Oh ya, I have some goals in mind already. 1. Ace my MP. 2. Get a Phantom TA200 3. Iphone 4 4. Fit b4 SIP ends I know I have been saying about no.4 for the past 2 years. Not only I did not slim down, i grew fatter. Thats Why nw its time to keep this promise to myself=D Of cuz. the 1st three points I have to work hard too. If not I can just say bye bye to them all. Today I changed my blogname. I shall just blog what I think after the change. After today, I realise I am someonw without my own thinking. Whatever people says, my mind will just change. Is it good? I dont know. I think I am living for other people but not for myself. Everything I do, there is something holding me back. I dont know what though. And I cant seem to release it. Will it be good if I release it? I dont know. I know that will be the true me and I want to know how am i like. I am a loser. I cant take up the any challenges. When I face problems I will just avoid. Even until now. Because Its either i get something or nothing. But then I am stuck in between and it don feel good. I always says I want to go all out. But did i? i dint, Because things will change and there is a possibility of turning things bad. Thats why i say, I am a loser, I cant take any failure. But how will I know wad is success when I can take failure? And I know this world is very practical. i am too. But then there are times i really hope there is someone there, Whom can let me be not practical. Who can understand me and listen to me. Argh fuck this feeling fuck the headache and fuck whatever la. I am a fucking loser. FUCK |
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