Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Today I changed my blogname. I shall just blog what I think after the change. After today, I realise I am someonw without my own thinking. Whatever people says, my mind will just change. Is it good? I dont know. I think I am living for other people but not for myself. Everything I do, there is something holding me back. I dont know what though. And I cant seem to release it. Will it be good if I release it? I dont know. I know that will be the true me and I want to know how am i like. I am a loser. I cant take up the any challenges. When I face problems I will just avoid. Even until now. Because Its either i get something or nothing. But then I am stuck in between and it don feel good. I always says I want to go all out. But did i? i dint, Because things will change and there is a possibility of turning things bad. Thats why i say, I am a loser, I cant take any failure. But how will I know wad is success when I can take failure? And I know this world is very practical. i am too. But then there are times i really hope there is someone there, Whom can let me be not practical. Who can understand me and listen to me. Argh fuck this feeling fuck the headache and fuck whatever la. I am a fucking loser. FUCK |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |